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Monday, 28 June 2010

To Write L♥ve On Her Arms

First of, if you haven't read any of my other blogs, I live on Guam. Never heard of it? Google it. :)

My family and I are on vacation to the states. Before leaving my island, I made a list of stores to hit while I was here. Hottopic at the main top near Barns and Noble. :D

Now in Vegas, I have the free will to spend my allowance on what I want. First mall that we went was The Las Vegas Outlet. Doing my research, I knew that a Hottopic shop was there. When I went in, I saw the things I've seen online, I went crazy. I spent more than fifty dollars in there. One of my purchases there was a wristband.

Being a huge Paramore fan, I've seen Hayley Williams wear a shirt that had the same quote on it. So I decided to buy it. Yes, I know, very poser-ish. But I liked the quote too, it sang inspiration when I saw it. ^_^

When I came home from the outlet, I decided to Google the meaning of the words. There were quotes, songs, lyrics, shirts, and stories. You could find the website here. www.twloha.com

TWLOHA is an non-profit organization that helps people deal with depression, addiction, & self-injury, which if were not treated would lead to suicide.

Knowing this information now, it makes me feel proud to wear the wristband. I don't think about the reason why I bought the wristband, I think now on what it represents.

I know that it seems far fetched, but I'd like to think that if people were to see me wearing the wristband that they would ask me what the words meant. That maybe I could inspire them as much as the organization have inspired me. And hopefully, I inspired you. :)

Reader, do you support any organization(s)? If so, what's your reason to why you support it? If you don't support any organizations, what organizations would you like to see out there?

Monday, 10 May 2010

Currently
Almost Alice
By Various Artists
Painting Flowers
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She Yells "Penis" For kicks

As the sun sets down on this tiny island I live on, I think about how my life has changed...

Dammit. I'm a boring ass mother fucker.

I guess that's why I don't write as much as I should've on this blog. I guess when something big happens in my life, I make it seem like the biggest thing in the world and that rarely happens. Shit, that's how boring I am. Oh well, time to make my life more interesting.

My bestfriend and I get our kicks by yelling "Penis" to random strangers.

Yup, it's as simple as that. Not to their face, that's just crazy. But to pedestrians and people on the road who have their windows down. And we have limitations, no children and older people.

If you find the idea extreme and perverted, sue me. Although the reactions of people are priceless, we've even had a guy yell it back to us. We got it from a little movie called, "500 Days Of Summer." (If you haven't watched it yet, you should) It's a definite must try at least once. The feeling makes you feel free.

Besides that, I'm going to TRY to write on this for summer vacation. Since my family and I are going to the states for medical reasons for my dad, I'll try to write this as a journal and pictures. Though I won't publish everything; some things in life are meant to be private after all.

Saturday, 09 January 2010

I'd Buy You A Drink, But I'd Be Jealous Of The Glass.

Okay, so last night me and Babooshka went to a bar, the Rack. Nothing nasty now, it's a popular place where you could shoot pool. We were looking for Danny - Babooshka's "draedal", he works at the bar as a bouncer. Anyways, we went in there for a second time, trying to find him. When she asked a bartender if he were in yet, they answered no, that he won't be in till 10. We're not exactly the bar kind of people. So we left, or were going to, till we got stopped by a drunk old guy. It's exactly as it sounds, an unwanted hit on.
He asked us what we were doing there. We told him. He was clearly drunk, he asked us twice what we were doing there, we gave him two different answers. He believed both, at different occasions. The hit was meant for her, and not me. I guess I was just an added bonus? Because he asked us if we were sisters, and I told him we were cousins - we're not, we don't even look like each other. Apparently he didn't hear me because he then blurted out, "I like sisters." With a goofy smile and arm motions. Creepy. It was getting awkward. I was thinking, "How the fuck do we get ourselves out of this?" Thinking of a plan, drunk man was asking, "So what are we doing tonight?" Yeah, I don't think so. Hell no, hell no times a bagillion! Thought about it and I whipped out my phone, pretending to answer it and telling Babooshka that we needed to go. What was even more sick was that there was another old guy at the bar sitting, just watching all this happen. He was smiling at the whole situation. ~~Bastard~~. When we finally got out of the bar, I felt so violated. It was so gross that we had experienced that. We laughed it off, but I still kept thinking...
Bars have been around for ages... I know we're not the first two to get hit on together. But what makes men act that way? Is it because of the alcohol that's been in them that brings out their "perversed" side? Or do men really act that sleazy without the drinks in them? What makes them possessed to act like that, to hit on girls 30+ younger than them? Do men really think that woman think that they're hot shit? That they could get anyone they'd want?
Reader, what is your opinion on drunk men/women hitting on someone younger than them?

Wednesday, 06 January 2010

Currently
Kiss, Kiss
By Chris Brown
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Stuck on an island.

For all my life I've lived on this island I've called home. Don't get me wrong, I love living here. The fact that my family is here is the best thing, but I feel like I'm limited.
I want to see the world. I'd like to know what's it like to go somewhere foreign and just be new to something. I'd like to explore places, meet new people. On Guam, you could only do so much. You could drive around this island and check out all the hit places tourists go in about 2 - 3 days. As much as I "enjoy" the beaches, I'd like to see some snow. I've only seen it once and I'm down to see it again.
In ways, I feel like I'm ~~trapped~~ in a cage. Though the island isn't that small, it's pretty hard to not know someone. You put a bunch of random people in a room and you're bound to know at least someone.
Also, the dating variety is very limited. I'm a tall girl, and there's not that many choices... Yes, I'm shallow when it comes to height - just height. I would like kiss someone without hurting my back.
I could go on about what's wrong with living here. Jobs are hard to get, the government is corrupt - but whose isn't? - people get special treatment, as in if your relative were a cop and you were to get pulled over, you wouldn't get a ticket. Not that there's anything wrong with that, it's just that I don't have a cop for a relative. The weather is crazy, it'll be sunny and still raining! Mostly everyone is related, try having your mom say that your current boyfriend is your 3rd cousin or some shit like that. The biggest entertainment is made by your friends and family. So when a big band come to Guam, it's HUGE. Summers are dead, there's no camps here. You can't really call it a get away, when your house is 3 or 4 miles away. There are many negatives.
But with those negatives come with positives.
Beaches here are the hit spot. They're not so polluted. Crime rates aren't as dramatic as the states. Yes they do happen, but it's not that crucial as some serial killer or some crap. Everyone smiles at each other. With my experience in the states, when I'd get looked at, I'd be given a look like, "What the fuck you lookin' at?" The vibe here isn't that intense. You could actually smile at someone and they'd give you a genuine smile back. People are really courteous here. I'm not saying that there aren't mannered people in the states, it's just hard to come across one every now and then. They tend to mind their own business then just think of others.
What ever excuse, I'd still wanna go live in the states. Get a better taste of the fast life.
If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be and why?
Currently
Waking Up
By OneRepublic
All The Right Moves
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New Year; New Resolutions.

Happy New Year !!
I know it's late, but I've been busy and haven't known what to blog. Hope your holidays have been great to you.
One of my New Years resolution is to loose weight... again. That seems to be on everyones list at number one. Curse these holidays, makin us FAT. Haha. Well, I am trying to loose a couple of pounds. Not just for myself, but for my health. My parents keep telling me that it'll be harder now, since I'm an adult. I guess it's their way of saying, get healthier so we won't have to worry about you? IDK, it's another way of showing their love... That's my main resolution. A few others are just tiny benifits for myself... Keep room clean, no cussing, etc, etc.
What are your New Years Resolutions?